Love is Bliss...But so is retail therapy

THere are a lot of things on my mind . I feel like talking about it but each time my fingers touch the keyboard, it is as if I experience 'blog-fright' (adapted from stage fright). I always get stuck and don't really know where to go from here.

The way time flies scares me sometimes. I mean, it felt like only yesterday when we welcomed in the new year. And now, we are already approaching mid-February. Where did January go? Have we been too bogged down with work that we did not even notice the time passing us by? Ok. I am crapping here. But it just scares me lah .

Look at the recent CNY hols. Pardon me, what hols?

Firstly, I fell sick. I had to attend the marriage prep course so I tried so hard to fight it. Ate medicine on time, drank lots of water ( explained the frequent toilet visits ) and just told myself to stay strong. Alhamdulillah...the course was enjoyable. The facilitators presented their lectures well and their jokes really made the whole thing pretty interesting. I didn't expect some of their activities though....like writing a doa for ur beloved and giving it to them , making a card expressing ur appreciation and expectations and many many more. I know that the beau and I do share some similarities but I didn't know it was that many or significant ....hehhee....A lot of the activities were the kinds where you write down your sentiments / opinions towards certain things etc etc, goals and then exchange.... I thought my ideas were weird at times but it turned out that it was all very much similar to his. haha. Boring couple ? Well, I prefer to see it the positive way :)

We spent the whole of Sat noon till ten pm , painting my room. It was hell fun! Parents just left us on our own so we really merepek-ed inside the room. Sing song, throw paper balls at each other and whatever not...heh .... it was so cute lah! When we were done , he just sat on the stool, drinking a cup of water with one of his legs crossed over the other ( mcm boss mana ntah ) while I tried to sweep the floor and cleaned up. He actually called out " Bik....situ belum bersih ...." Samdol betul ! :P Late supper with bro at Simpang Bedok and I only turned in at abt 2 am....

Oh well....

I need to call a meeting soon. In charge of Speech Day concert. But I am very tired lah . Wedding , danceworks (this drives me crazy!), school work , speech day , talents corner, upcoming dance public concert immediately after wedding, setting common test and exam papers...eh pengsan lah ! I haven't even mastered cooking yet and I have one month left! urrrghhhhhhhhhh.........


Someone help...............