I have just finished clearing , perhaps, 2 /5 of the 'rubbish' at my cubicle. Gosh! There was so much to clear away...I used p 4 huge bags ( u know, those big red bags) plus a box .... I have no idea how I stored all those stuffs .... well, at the moment, my table now looks like a table. THe table is NEAT.... hah....I haven't, however :

1) sorted out all those loose documents and worksheets. I need to file them. For now, I just put them in two piles - Eng, Math, others. I would do the filing another day .... cos I know I would prob take another half a day.

2) cleared the drawers. I dun dare to , today, for fear that I would come across some lizards, cobwebs or cockroaches. Yeah. It's THAT bad.

3) cleared the area UNDER the table. That place- I dun even know how to start!!!!! JUst looking at it scares me...that one...raja segala Cicak ada bertapa kat dalam. Hahhaha...... from a rough view, I can see 7 chapteh and 3 basketballs...wat else...they were confiscated during lessons!! I can also see a big radio box ( wonder if there is a radio inside ) , many many files with notes and worksheets, a mat ( HUH???) , empty files, a tripod (what the hell...this belonged to the ex-bf ..which means the tripod has been there for more than 2 yrs !!!!) ...plus many other nonsense

I just cannot imagine how the hell I am gonna pack my table come June next year....Rat n Ida...how the hell did u guys do it ???? Tell meeeeeee.......

I have 3 paper cuts on my right hand and one on my left hand. Sakit nak mampus lah......

On another note, I think my table looks less pink ....hmmmm....could the fiance's wish be coming true? For me to like pink less? But I dun think so lah...I still think it's the sweetest colour that can brighten me up any time, any day....

ok...dun know what else to talk abt. When the mood comes, I'll log in again. Ciao!

I woke up at nine today... that is such a blessing , looking at how my schedule had been the past 2 weeks. Totally no rest!!! So yesterday when my day finally ended at about 4 pm, I decided to go for facial at that oh-so-heavenly branch of Bioskin at Wheelocke Place. I still remember the first them I went there with Rat. We just couldn't find the shop as it was hidden within the mall.... I hope I can still get to go for facial with Rat in future ...hehehe...I definitely shall miss her... :(

Anyway, my house is crowded. Besides my new BIL , my grandma n cousin are staying here too.Grandma is not well and my cousin is here to 'teman' here as the house gets really empty and quiet on weekdays. Bro's home for the weekend so u can go ahead and imagine the crowd. Oh ...I am not complaining.... but I am just trying to get used to it. I am someone who appreciates personal space and quiet moments when I am home ( apa tak...everyday, see so many people at work)... sometimes, it gets a bit tough. Like yesterday. I was darn tired after work ... but we had visitors - aunts and uncles who came over to see my grandma. Close relatives so I couldn't possibly rot in my room.then cousin kept asking me so many questions ... Agian , not her fault. Just that I could really have done with some 'alone' moments in my room...and then just sleep....hehhee....

Fiance is like that too... I think I can imagine how in future, there would be times when we just won't talk even when in the same house..but after some sleep, we would be energetic and chatty again. :-P 3 more months to go... Yes, I wld honestly say I can't wait for that special day . At the same time, I am also nervous. I mean... 27 yrs on my own...within the comforts of my family ... now everything's gonna change - new man , new life, new house ( hopefully), new everything... now u can't blame me if I get a bit nervous or scared ...

It has been rather some time since I last blogged. Come to think of it, I think I always start my entry in the same manner... but truly, I have been busy. Sis' wedding is finally over, followed a whole string of workshops, retreats, courses etc etc. TOday is my first day since the supposed school hols that I should be taking a break....unfortunately, my dear HOD wants the work review in by today ... by hook or by crook... so oh well....

Just read Rat's blog. I am very happy that things seem much brighter for her in the new school. It definitely sounds very positive and I really hope , it remains as such ...

Words can kill.

I just simply hate it when people dun think before they speak .

I don't know how long or short this entry is going to be. My mood can be pretty erratic and it changes just as I type.

The school's extended programme is finally ending. Boy, am I glad! I do think that it is beneficial to some students but I feel that more can be improved to ensure every student benefits from me, including those who are less academically-inclined or less interested in studies. I just feel that there is no point in forcing information down their throats when they probably could benefit from some other forms of programmes.

Away from school stuffs, time really passes very fast. I finally have my own room after almost 27 yrs of my life! Hehee...As much I welcome and embrace this luxurious right, it also dawns upon me that my sis would be 'away' from me in a week's time. We had a lot of memories together , good and bad ones. Even the quarrels are actually worth remembering....hahhaaha...I would definitely not miss her messiness ( not that I am so much better but can do lah....) and her super-difficult-to-wake-up mornings for which I would get the scoldings. But otherwise, SIS, u will be missed. Although u wld just be next door , we know it won't be the same.

On a more cheerful note, I have 4 mths to go before my own wedding. Gosh, there are just too many things to be done and Sometimes , I get a bit nervous thinking abt the limited time that we have.I hope dad hurries up and we can start viewing the flats soon (ok...not really dad's fault. The HDB guy is not very efficient)... I know we want n we need a place of our own. For our own and others' sanity....knowing the kind of mood swings we possess and the kind of mess we create.... :-P we have decided that to save time, we can get the hantaran gifts as and when we are free and do not necessarily have to go together. Personally , I feel that it is quite a cool idea. I love surprises and I know I would be excited to surprise him and be in anticipation for what I would prob receive.LOL.... oklah.... enough of wedding stuffs...

I just Hugged Rat in sch...like 5 mins ago. I miss her lah. Due to our working schedules that clashed, we haven't seen each other and I just miss her kecohness, her nonsense ...oh well..I just miss her presence. I can actually get a little emotional when I think of the fact the she is leaving the school very very soon. I know I sound so emo and all but I am not the type who have a lot of friends. But when I do find one good friend, be rest assured that he / she will be totally appreciated.

OK..... back to work. Still a lot more to go before I can go home (can't wait! I dislike school more and more!)...ciao ...