Many things to be updated. But shall just touch and go on a few... time constraint!

Firstly, I am so glad that Rat is back in sch. I missed her so much lah dey...hehehe.... It's good to have her back and to have someone to go lunch with and all. Ya lah... pathetic me dun have many frens. Acquaintances memang berlambakkkkk..

Went to NYP to check out their auditorium. It's huge, obviously. But wat scares me was the stage and how the hell we're gonna do it up. Normally at such places, set designers would be employed to do up the backdrop and all...but ours would be just DIY. Yeah. Wat's new...given the little budget that we have. .... I am a lil scared because it's like I am heading the musical... and what if it turns out less than expected? Sigh.... it freaks me out big time ah ....I just hope It will all be alright....

Managed to meet up wit the bf ...FINALLY. after 2 weeks... hehehe.... But honestly , I never really felt that apart from him even when we did not meet up. I guess his sms-es and constant reassurances helped. I do feel that , at this moment, our rship is pretty much stable... unlike the fisrt 5 mths ( beofer the break - up ) that we were togther. Then, I had bouts of insecurities and was always wondering abt the many "what-if"s?...I still get a lil cheesed off when mum asks abt when we are getting married and all... saying that I am not getting younger and all. Duhhhh.... i know best how old I am, literally and figuritively...BUt I am happy . Not that we are plannign..we are... but there is really no need to rush , u know. It will happen when the time comes, Insya'Allah. I dun see the point of rushing into one and then every now and then , u face problems becos of personality clashes, overstressed over the rship and all. Seen it happening around me.... So I believe, let nature takes its course. We are happy. And will be even happier when that time finally comes :)

Ok...time for breakfast.... I am on a workout spree... been working out like no one's business...heheh...