I've got the feeling...

Once in a while , the feeling creeps in.

And I don't like it one bit. It only reminds me of the few insecurities I have about life. About myself.

Each time I get the feeling , I can end up thinking and imagining things , getting really upset and stressed.

No one can help alleviate this heaviness in the heart. The husby tries....I know he understands. But often, my brain / heart would refuse to take in his consoling and comforting words.

And I get upset all over again although crying is something that I try to avoid.

I know I have to be positive and strong myself, in order to get over this.

The only way I know is to talk to Him - theAlmighty. ..

:(

I don't feel like doing anything.

I wish I can just go home.